I Love To Eat

I love to eat and I miss it. 3 weeks ago I started weight watchers and I am really happy about that but I do miss eating without thinking.

Binging.

Binging was my thing. I just wasn't good enough to purge after.

So here I am. I guess as time goes on I'll learn to manage things better and maybe I won't miss it so much, but right now... It's hard.

What brought me to this big change you might ask? Well I'm fat. It's as simple as that.
I am lazy

I'm fat

and I have no energy.

My job is also a huge factor. I spend my days making people look beautiful and gorgeous and stunning. It's like if your hairdresser has bad hair, you'd think twice about getting your hair done right? Well I'm a photographer specializing in taking the ordinary person and making them extraordinary. If they see me as someone who takes no pride in themselves, then how can they?

So I'm done. And I am losing, and I feel great.

But I do miss my food.

Alot.