The Keg

Once a year I go to the Keg for my husbands company dinner and I love it. Tonight is the night. I usually go and have some drinks, appies, salad and then my meal.

Tonight, I have to change everything.

The whole purpose of me loving and going to the Keg is because I get to have my filet mignon with Bearnaise sauce, a Caesar salad and an appetizer.

Tonight, I trade it for chicken and just the appetizer.

Tonight will not be the same but tomorrow when I got for my weigh in, I will be thankful that I did what I did in order to stay in control.

If I was to eat everything I normally would tonight, my points would be at 40 for the dinner. Not the day, just the dinner. Gross right? Changing everything, gets me back down to 26 points. Again that is for only the dinner. And why 26 points? Because I refuse to give up my appetizer which is probably the worst thing ever. That is as RIDICULOUS as it gets. I'm hungry now. I have been eating 0 point soup all day just for this stupid dinner, I have a headache and I want to BINGE. But seriously, if i cannot go and have at least one thing I really want, what's the point in going at all.

I want that steak, I want that Bearnaise, I want the Caesar salad. I want the twice baked potato. I want it all.

But I won't.